I just can't believe it when Dennis (My Uncle Secretary) told me on the phone today, That he just received my passport with 5 years before the expiration date! :d

I feel so lucky to have 5 years! But A lot said that's how the embassy lately lol

I am so exciting about this trip. It's going to be a long trip somehow, since I'm going to study at the University of Seattle (which I don't know if Washington University is better or not but MEH lol)

I've decided to go with the Nikon COOLPIX P90 for the people whom I share the previous journal with a question about which Camera to get. I was very pleased with your comments and I do now have an idea about the whole thing thanks to your links and options

I'm not considering this Camera as the only one I'm going to get, but since I'm a rookie and stuff I guess I'll go with this Camera for 4-6 months (just to train how to use a camera!) lol

At the mean time, I'm typing this message with 555-7643 things in my mind! << wasn't this a phone number? lol MEH XD
The problem is, I'm too exciting and I kind of nervous about the whole thing up. I'm going with my boyfriend who I totally leave my future behind for 3 years just because of him.

Now, when my family saw that I just can't do anything without that guy being IN my life (they actually don't know what the real relationship between us). They decided to help him get away with me to the US and study there.

I've always dreamed about going to the US and studying these for the next 10-15 years of my life. I've never thought about (even) going back to KSA after finishing my studies.
But Since Mom is here, waiting for me to finish and light up her life again with the proud of my graduation from an US university. Just thinking about that making me feel like I just don't want to stop studying!! LOL.

Well, I'm not Nerd or something. I just got kind of emotional when It's about Mom and studying. You never know how much she believes in me. She's very strong woman who stand against everything when she saw that I need to be cared of because one day I'm going to be something special!

I never stop hearing these words that have been told to me by her on that day,,

" Omar, I've always dreamed about being someone special on this community. But your Dad didn't leave me not even one option to something good with my life. I've always wanted to be very educational woman so I can talk to anyone about anything. I've been forced to rise you all and forget my dreams till that day when you was born. I just notice that you're special and I've finally done something good with my life. I've bring you to life and that's something special, I don't know what's the special about... I mean you're just like any of your brothers and sisters. It just I don't know, after you've born I felt happy about it and I decided to make you the best of your brothers! Yes, I've wasted a lot of money on your education and on your games and things that can make you grown up in the way you think it's going to help you to do this mission. I really done nothing about the educational life, but I have a faith in you since I was happy to bring you here. I'm sure you're going to do your best and get the highest educational life no one ever dreamed about which that going to bring me back (to the grave) while I'm happy. Will you do that for me?. Will you make proud of myself... at least for once?"

After these words, I sworn I'll do the best I could just to make her proud of me!


I know this is weird journal, I just felt like writing them. I'm trying to make lines in my life to make it clear bath to me. One day when I reach to my goal I can see all my lines behind me and all my achievements, like a book can be read by anyone that might need it someday



:hugs: I love you Mom <3 and I'll never forget your smile. The most relieving thing in my previous life. I hope in the next long life of yours too .......... <3 <3